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Where are some of the struggles I have in my relationship coming from?

Words from the Guides Elishevaa: Dear one, we greet you in the name of the holy brotherhood.  We see about you a loving, clear and pure light of humility and truth in seeking. Remember dear one, you are very intent during this incarnation to finish all incarnations on this planet.  It would stand to reason then that you will always place before yourself the most challenging of situations in which to process all your old energies and beliefs from many lifetimes. You will not choose the simple path. When you see a challenge such as those found in your relationship, remind yourself to do two things. First, shift your spirit to gratitude, even if it feels uncomfortable at first. That is the greatest use of the mind to take control of emotion and turn all energy toward spirit. Once one learns to instantly turn uncomfortable emotion into gratitude, the energies of the body physically change and resonate on a spiritual, healing level. This in turn allows greater, instant wisdom and comprehension. If you stay in the emotional body in understanding and responding to your boyfriend, you will stay within an old energy belief of low self-worth, insecurity, and victimization.  He is exactly who he is supposed to be, because you have wanted to work on these issues.  However, when you switch to gratitude when he is “making you feel” as though you are not understanding something or doing something “right” (which just means “his way”), you will then truly be able to get the gift of relationship, which is mirroring your own inner issues. That is the second thing you must do – firmly realize that the things he does that concern you are only the reflections of issues within you that you cannot see any other way except through a relationship. You must be convinced that he cannot manifest any energy that does not already exist within you. This will be an excellent lesson for you.  Those who do not take personal responsibility in relationships are the ones who start over and over again with others, only to be struck by the similarities in each relationship!  We love the saying “Wherever you go, you will take You along!” Once you come to terms with the issues of self-worth, self-love and honor that plague you, will you be able to reach new levels of understanding and intimacy with your boyfriend.  He will also be able to move away from his role as a parent, or one with parenting energy that he holds from Roman times when he was your father, when that is no longer a subconscious need within you. Then he too will be released to explore new roles and beliefs. We encourage you to study the scriptures for every reference to self-love. You have a deeply rooted fear within you, a type of spiritual fear, that self-love represents ego. But true self-love represents spirit. This is an important shift you are working on, and we recommend a personal search of scripture to find these references and write them down. Through this search you will be amazed at how necessary the perspective of true self-love is, and how often it is referred to as a foundation for healthy living, spiritually as well as emotionally and physically. This understanding will change your life and naturally, all of your relationships.

I wonder who Simon Melton has been to me in the past, and why we met again in this life.

Dear one, this one Simon is a brother of yours from very old days, but not in more recent times. You “touch base” with each other periodically. You are not attached through any negative emotion or in any need of “clearing” between you, not that we can see from our perspective. Yet you know that he is always watching over you in his own unique way!

Why am I so terrified of work authorities? I love the people I work with, yet I spend my days at work in trepidation that I'm not good enough, fast enough, productive enough.

Loved one, this is quite simply a case of mistaken identity! We jest with you here, but in truth, it is one of those cases where you are operating from a past life belief system that feels very threatened by authority. You recognize that it is not logical, for you know you are perfectly capable in the work you do. You do not want to seek to find a place where you are “comfortable”, in fact when you are overwhelmed with a certain emotion, you want to find the cause and the cure rather than the path of least resistance. In your case, you do go back to the time of Christ when he was incarnated upon the earth. You decided then after your enormous displeasure and shattering disappointment in the Jewish faith and the death of Christ that you would be forever fearful of authority. You also feared that you would be persecuted for your devotion to Christ and in many ways you were, although you were not put to death. You must understand how deeply personal it was for you to find fault and injustice in the faith that you considered at that time to be the only true faith, the only religion given by God. And in a way it was true. It was not a simple task to detach from centuries of accepted truth which is still the cornerstone of every Bible. This makes complete sense if you are to make comparisons. However, as you come back to this world in this time, you are resonating a great deal again with Christ for it is the time of preparation for the Second Coming. You are “remembering” in your cellular dna the times of authority and persecution when all you wanted to do was serve the Lord. It is what you long for now. But we tell you that the greatest way into healing for you in this time is to understand that you do not need to live in fear, and to remind yourself in prayers and meditations that you are free now from that time. You must have your body healed and convinced of this. And your ministry as such begins right where you are now. Accept that all work is indeed spiritual work if that is the focus and the intent. You are exactly where you are supposed to be for reasons that will be clearly revealed to you as time unfolds and you have the pleasure of having Jesus co-create your life choices with you. You are clearly on your path and no mistakes are being made dear one!